Sunday, January 9, 2011

Derailed Big Time!

I cant win for losing. Sometimes it seems the closer I get to success the more I leap toward failure. I am feeling totally depressed right now. I feel sick to my stomach. I realy do not feel good about myself right now. I ate two large cheese pizza and a pint of ice cream this week, not to mention two pounds of cheese, and two extremely large bags of m and m's. I did not walk yesterday or today. I have been on total self destruct mode. I am super stressed about finishing my last sememster of school and very anxioux about my future. I am sick and having major breathing problems. I would not be surprized if I gained ten pounds this week. I also am not feeling my hair at all. I feel down in the dumps. Will go take a bath and mediate and come up with a plan to heal.

CLM

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